So I haven't updated in ages and finally I'm actually updating..wow isn't that amazing...okay..anyways...

I am going to die!! I tell you! I've been sick for two weeks and it's not gettting any better! Matter of fact, it's getting worse!! ROAR! it's not good at all! Constant coughing, not being able to sleep well, headaches (sometimes), and I really don't know. Having finals and being Sick at the same time, can be one of the worse combinations ever!! My sickness has been really werid, I would feel okay at moments, then feel like hell the next, and then feel normal. I'm going to goo nuts! Finals are almost, slightly over, and it's been one of the toughest weeks of my life! Sigh. The feeling of vomiting is a bad feeling, especially when nothing actually comes out. I reckon that if I actually vomit it'll make me feel much more better! but nooo...the pain, the feeling, the senstation, has to make me suffer! Although I know there are more painful things people in the world go through. And what I'm going through is nothing.

Anyways, to some extent I am glad that Finals and tests are almost over. I have an English final on monday and the final critical review paper due that day too. Then on Tuesday I have Algebra II test! Horrary! eh?

Feb is going to be a busy month. Performances, community services, tournaments, and school! hahaha uh..that's all I can think about at this very moment.

I can't believe I am already a junior..time is passing by soo fast when you don't notice it..wow! Time flies!

I hope everyone is doing well and to those who are sick too, I hope you will recover as soon as possible! Good Luck To Everyone and Never give up, and if you do give up, do not regret it!

Hello! LoNg TiMe No SeE!! hahahha

pshh...anyways...NEW SONG!! yay!! Good Song..!! well I think..I like the part towards the end..where it goes...Ha..OKAY, DA JIA HUI LE MA? QI SHI HEN JIAN DAN!! ....and then it goes...YI BIE..and then What? Dan shi..no no no...hai you yi si...come on DA jia Yi qi lai COME ON!! hahahaa =] edit btw: this song is called XING ZUO (ZODIAC) it's by WANG LEE HOM!~ he's born in NY never knew that..! >_< this song is a 2004 song it's in the ablum XIN ZHONG DE RI YUE..yep yep! en. jiu zhe yang lo. xi wang ni men xi huan zhe shou ge.

Anyways...School starting soon!!

Ni men yao qu kan wo de wretch site..jiu shi ... www.wretch.cc/blog/wahahayah ...yep..had it for a while..just never shared it with you guys! hahaha see how evil I am!! hahah MUahahhahah!! yah..better run away! haha just kidding!! oh and u know leave a comment and stuff!!~ u dont' need an account to leave comments so leave some no excuses! haha just kidding leave a comment if you want! =]

Edit: one more thing.haha i was cleaning up and throwing some things out and i found this that i wrote on a paper..i think some of u guys should recall...it's from one of lian chun fa shi's many emails that she sends us.. hehe it's...

H ow are you?

E everything all right?

L ike to hear from you.

L ove to see you soon!

O bviously, I miss you!

haha..it's soo cute and sweet! haha i like the last part! OBVIOUSLY, I MISS YOU! hahaha =]

Well that's it for now? hahaha...yah yeah yeh ya yar! hahaha

Life for me and my family this pass week and few days has been very very tough! I can't believe this is actually happening to me! This is my first time experiencing this! Why does life have to be this way!...Never take things for granted! Cherish every moment! Really DO IT, don't just say it but DO IT! Anything can happen at any moment and second.Why is it that when something is lost then ppl start looking back and thinking that they shouldn't have done this and done that. WHY!! sigh. It's hard to believe that this is happening!

 A poem with great sympathy...reading this just makes me wanna cry more...it's so touching and sad. but this is life and that's that.

                          When I Must Leave You

                                     When I must leave you

                                          For a little while,

                                      Please do not grieve

                                        And shed wild tears

                                 And hug your sorrow to you

                                          Through the years,

                                         But start out bravely

                                               With a smile.

                                            And for my sake

                                            And in my name,

                                              Live on and do

                                        All the things the same.

                                        Feed not your loneliness

                                              On empty days, 

                                       But fill each waking hour 

                                               In useful ways.

                                  Reach out your hand in comfort

                                               And in cheer,

                                   And I, in turn, will comfort you

                                            And hold you near.

                                             And never, never

                                               Be afraid to die,

                                         For I am waiting for you

                                                   In the sky.

                                              ~Helen Steiner Rice~

I would like to say that I miss you and love you dearly. Without your care and kindness towards me I wouldn't have grown up to be who I am today. You've been a really great part of my life, and you'll always be in my heart forever and ever. I love you.

I want to Thank those who said HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me..and to those who made a party for me on Apirl 7, as an early surprise birthday party! i really enjoyed it!! I got three cakes man..haha i don't know why but one was from Jennifer lao shi, Wang shu shu, and Ms. Su! they're soo sweet!! haha..but we didnt eat the cake that day..we ate two of the cakes on monday and one of it on my Birthday!! haha THANKS TO THEM for the cakes!! =) Thanks guys for planning the party and everything, you guys are the best! THANK YOU!!~ hehe...I would also want to thank those who said happy belated birthday to me as well! and those who called me on my birthday!! or like a day earlier..haha haha...Thanks! You guys are soo sweet!! Oh oh and to my surprise two of my old public school friends came too!! soo amazing..was shocked..my lil bro called them to come!~ wow lil bro soo sweet! hahaha!

I got this sexy seXY! SEXY!@@ cd, radio, alarm, clock, player thing!! it looks hella tight!! thanks to Jocelyn, Jennifer, Bryman, Anna, and Theresa!! if i'm missing anyone tell me!! THANKS GUYS!!~ You guys are soo AWESOME! hehe...

I also got this big BIrthday card from da coolies cool super cool PLU peeps! thanks!

Haha..anyways there's soo much hw!! im gonna like die of hw soon!! But i shouldn't be complaining!! erk..okay no complaining!!

Anyways THANKS GUYS!!~ luv ya ALL! PEace out! Night! im soo sleepy..haven't got enough sleep lately..but shouldn't be complaining either...aiya..im out bye!

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So which one is hotter?! eh?! hahahhaha..hm...saw the movie "She's The Man" and that guy ^ up there was pretty cute and hott!! hahaha...okayy..i go now! BYE

SPRING BREAK WEEK!! YAY~? or not?~ i dunno!! byeee peace